Ok people, yes I am back, so shut up and sit back cuz I don't plan on leavin, and if ya dont' like it kiss my ass! Anyway mostly I put this blog entry to talk about my character from Lord of the Rings. Ok now I want you all to post comments on how close you think this is to me, because yes I admit it, I have been taken over by aliens, but a good bottle of all purpose alien remover can fix that...I think...lol I think it's pretty accurate, maybe it's beacuse I've been taken over by the PRECIOUS!!!! lol later all, don't forget to comment :wink:
P.S.- if there are a lot of spacing typoes likethisone it is because of this horrible Keyboard I am typing on and it's really screwed up spacebar lol
:cry: well I suppose this is the end of my blog..perhaps...but it just seems that I never get what I used to out of it anymore so please leave parting comments because this is the end of my blog.
:( :cry: well today was just horrible...there was too much emotional stress and there was also a lot of crying and such between good friends of mine so I don't feel too much like blogging sorry
:) Well this weekend was very unique to say the least...we went to a football game for our band like 3 hours away...then we went to cookeville afterwards and spent the night there waqiting for the college game to see my brothers march in the college band...the weather was miserable but the sound of the rain was quite peaceful... it was freezing cold so we left early right after half time to go warm up then we came home after the game and had a bunch of people over here to boogie here and have a big shindig...thats about it for my weekend and the changes are gonna take a while because I need to find the right kind of pictures for it...sorry
:D :P 8) I'm finally back everyone...WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! !!!!!!!! after that shout out I am going to be doing a bit of a change to my blog which involves in most of you voting through comments so please when I cahnge this blog be kind enough to post a comment/vote on it...trust me it will work a lot better if you do...well now that I have said that I gotta go the bus will be here very soon...darn school lol later
:D well these people must be pretty dang accurate but tell me what you think about it....I think it fits me pretty good since a lot of my friends call me the psychiatrist...well everyone tell me what ya think about it im quite curious...bye all
Well for all of those who have a good memory a long time ago I mentioned I might make a poem about the mornings so here it goes im putting things down as they hit me so dont expect it to be too good...
Mornings
I raise up from my bed, and smile with glee, as I view all the beautiful things, there is to see.
The sun is rising, barely cresting the trees, and there is the wonderous feeling, of the cool morning breeze.
The glint of the dew, on the soaking wet leaves, just magically puts, my mind at complete ease.
The birds are singing, their morning tweets, and the cool moist are, can do wonderous feats.
It can pick you up, and soar you up high, so you may see the sun rise, and the shades of the sky.
There is orange and pink, and all shades inbetween, and if anything else, morning helps me think.
:? im a bit confused about my mood because my day started out bad and then slowly became better...well I had to get up at 7:00 this morning to go to Saturday School...it was a serious pain and the worst part was I only had to make up things til 11:00 and I didn't get to leave til 2:00 it erked me bad I was bored out of my mind I was inflicting pain upon myself I was so dang bored....well anyway my dayperked up when we came home and began our series of stories we wrote and typed them out and made them all formal and sh!t so it was an ok day...welp better be goin now so see you all later...and Megalynn if you read this GET ON YAHOO!!!! ok im done now lol
:D im finally back for a few days since I'm free on the weekends....usually during the week I am grounded and such so I can't get on to the blog until the weekends...welp its a long story about me gettin grounded but it all comes down to one word...truency...if you don't know what that word means then oh well tough crap you'll have to look it up in your funk and wagnels....well better go got some more things to do and I gotta treat the Salamander we got right and such so later alls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!
:( arf well this morning I am a bit sad because I had a dream that was kinda cool but supposed to be a nightmare last night but I ca't remember hardly any of it...oh well cest la vie it could be worse...its about time for school but my dad is subbing at the school today so I didn't have to ride the bus...yay! theres hope in them there hills for me yet....welp better go later!
not too much happened today...just another school day like so many I have had already...although now Megan and I are even better friends although now I am a kidden instead of a piggie...(long story)...anyway I hope all of you willing enough to enter my site had a great day and I will see you some other time if I know you in the real world...later
:? ok this dream left me a bit confused and worried both at the same time....ok there was total darkness other than me and another 2 people...I couldn't make out who the 2 people were until I got up close...I recognized my old martial arts trainer Ron and someone else who I am not placing in this blog for certain reasons...well all of a sudden ron started trying to hurt her...that's when I went in to help...he started choking her and lifted her off the ground...I did a double snap kick in the air one of them coming down on his wrist and the other up on his elbow....he screamed in pain as his arm broke but was right back into action and did an outside kick snapping my knee cap into 2...he then proceeds to pick me up by the throat in the air and I begin to black out...I hear her screaming and trying to get Ron to let me go but it was no use....right as I was about to die I woke up in my bed swaeting and with my throat hurting so bad I wanted to cry...and I never cry...so I walked downstairs and got something to drink...then I dreamed the same things again...right as soon as I went back to sleep but this time I didn't wake up with my throat hurting...it was so freaky it made me sick...well time for something else that mkes me sick...school lol :P
:twisted: I hate life...is there any reason why I should love my life the way it is???? I mean come on I am a 14 year old stuck up asshole with no real place to be and nowhere I can call home and fit in to comfortably...my own damn house seems foreign like I don't belong where I am...I have some serious problems as you can most likely tell...well then again I do have a couple true friends...but thats still not enough. call me greedy if you want but its the truth. having a couple good friends...and I am only sure about 2 of them...is just not enough...there has to be something more for me...but I can't find it and I am running out of patience...my mind is slipping into a limbic state of perpetulating darkness where I see nothing hear nothing feel nothing and smell nothing...there is nothing...and apparently it is effecting my life outside my head as well...its like my only purpose in life is to make others aggrivated...its not like I make anyone feel good or maybe help someone out with their problems the right way...I am just a nusiance that bugs others....and if that's true then I technically shouldn't be around anyone nor should I be on the earth...call me crazy but I see it all that way...I just need something to change in my stupid life now....its about time for a change
ok well I have decided to just flow out with a poem in a couple of minutes you can believe me or not when I say that I made this while I made this blog...ok here it goes
Backwards World,
the world spins, it has a certain flow, but my world, doesn't know where to go.
it tried to go normal, but couldnt make the cut, it went outta orbit, and got stuck in a rut.
it got out of the rut, and tried once more, only to find himself, outside the social door.
so now it spins backwards from all, the big and small, and it flows kinda smooth, but it still wants to try, to get into the groove.
and so it's orbit is wobbly, threatening to fall, and ruin my world, once and for all.
well there ya have it kinda cheesy but not bad for a poem I just pulled outta my ass...lol
well last night was quite the ordeal really...it was a long night I can tell you that much...first off Jared came over and I could tell then and there he was in a pissy mood...later he told me that miss sitz had really erked him and maybe it was some other stuff too but he didnt tell me the rest...well he was in such a pissy mood about all that shit that he and I got in to it.... :oops: I am emberrased to say I didn't have the ability to control my mind during the time and my temper got out of hand....so I took a swing at him and it grazed him a bit but didn't do damage...then he pinned me down and calmed me down while I was screaming in anger and frustration...I felt like an asshole afterwards...so it just goes to show all of you that I am not all good and no one is nor ever will be so take that into consideration before approaching me because next time you do it might not turn out so good as the time before... not tryin to ward you off or anything but approach with caution because the mask has to come down eventually to show the beast that is behind it.
:D I had a great day!!! we had a black light pep rally to celebrate Halloween and we won a contest for a big concert at our school...not much other to blog about today except for that the pep rally sucked because I was almost knocked off the edge of the stands by a bunch of people and such but hey life's short don't be a dick...lol well talk to yall later hope you like my music I got now ( it was changed) blog later gotta go play legend of the green dragon.
:? well I don't know how today is going to work out but I think today holds a lot of promise for me and I think that something good is going to happen...ya never know maybe one day things could totally change for me....what?...it could happen...maybe...well let's all hope today is a good day and all because I can't take another bad day right now...and tomorrow...I GET TO GO TO THE TENNESSEE TECH UNIVERSITY COLLEGE FOOTBALL GAME!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!! ok now that I put that in there I guess I should be going the bus will be here any minute now....
:) well hey everyone after that dream the rest of the day went really really smooth...I am finally starting to get along better with Megan even after all that stuff happened and I get to talk to other interesting people more often now....I don't know maybe its just me but today seemed like a day for me to find someone....and I did in a way but I am not too sure about it yet so I will have to let you know more about that later. well gotta go now so see ya around bye
8) well I had an interesting dream last night...it was kinda cool except that I ended up like dieing in it but some things are worth dieing for....ok here it is we were in a room surrounded by a bunch of enemies of some kind I think they were orcs.....and all that was left was me and Megalynn and Carabear and Dani...then an arrow flew at me and missed barely...then I saw another archer about to let an arrow fly at Megalynn so I jumped in front of her right as the arrow hit me in the left shoulder....then I saw one fired at Carabear and jumped in front of that one and hit me in the kneecap...about now I was in extreme pain and all but then I saw an arrow fly right at Dani's heart....I had to stop it so I got up and put myself in between her and the archer...she tried to push me out of the way saying,"You have done enough for us already!" but instead all she accomplished was turning me arround so the arrow landed in my right shoulder blade....about this time a bunch of reenforcements bust ni the cmaber finishing off the orcs....and the last thing I remember was going down on my knees and someone catching me...then when I looked to see who it was it was Dani and her eyes were full of tears and then everything went blury...I woke up sweating a bit and breathing heavy..it was kinda creepy and kinda cool both at the same time so I don't know I think it might have been my protective state of mind pushing through my dreams and making me have that one and all so comment what you think about it.
:lol: oh man that was hilarious...we had a chorus concert at school today and it was just plain funny...it was ok I guess but it was mostly comedy...it might take a bit too long to explain and I am a bit out of it right now so I don't feel like typing too much..oh yeah and we got out teacher to go on a rant today so we didnt have homework....YAY!!!!!!! well gotta go now
:( man I hate to say it but I hate my life with a passion...it makes me just wanna die and try a new one and see how it works out...it can't be any worse than the one I got now....I have so many burdens it kills me....I have to take more on myself than most people would want to...and it isn't like I have much of a choice...people just walk up to me most of the time and tell me the problems and then of course with the really nasty personality I have I try to help them any way I can...but I have too many problems for myself to deal with right now and I think I am beginning to have a split personality.....not a joke either I am being totally serious I am developing a second personality in me from all the anger I have saved up...and if I don't figure out how to get rid of this shitty cycle I am screwed.....have any of you ever heard of that song...here I go again? dont know the author but anyway....it kills me every time I hear it...I heard that song the night my grandmother died...december 1st 1998..im pretty sure that was it...but I heard it tonight and gah it killed me again...I am going insane....end of story not much mroe to tell other than those insane words....here is another thing to ponder upon...if you can't see something,but you know its there it is the same thing as seeing it right? you know its there but not visible to the eye...do you believe in material only or does mental mean just as much? add comments for the answer lets see how this turns out...im gonna go gaze at the stars now so bye
8) Well today was a really boring day....it was just me sick and listening to evanescence til my ears were about to explode...lol that was fun but other than that there wasnt much more about today...but for all you people out there who view my blog (and thanks for wasting the time to do so) here is a very interesting site....it is an rping game that allows you to lvl up and fight enemies...its kinda cool...the site name is http://dragon.flooble.com...a... thing I want you people to comment on.....is a sick day actually a good thing or bad thing? i mean you get to skip school and all but it is so BORING and there is nothing to blog about at the end of the day...comment on this please its one of my experiments...also my mom is finally coming home and I won't be there when she gets here...might be better that way she might want some peace and quiet to come home to...instead of the devil that is me :twisted: well thanks again for you people who read my blog it is much appreciated....later
:?: I wanna know what you all think of this new music...its kinda oldish and you can call me an oldie but I think the song has a meaning to me....but I don't need to know what I think I need to know what you think about it so comment on this blog...its the main reason why I made this blog so please please comment on it.
:shock: sorry about not bloggin yesterday but there were too many people over at my house! it was like tryin to wrestle an alligator that flies just to get to a computer. lol well not too much to blog about but Casey was over here and everyone,including the dog, decided to fart on Casey7...it was hilarious...Casey's face was priceless and Bobby's made him run from the room trying not to breath...when he was out of the room he was bent over and trying to breath right lmao he had a rough night...after Bobby cut one and scared Casey out os his own ass from fear of farting on himself and then the dog ripped one for him to inhale then later on in the night someone else exploded on his face....it was like fuckin nagasaki or hiroshima...big ass bombs and his face was priceless...lol well there isn't too much to blog about yesterday other than making fun of Casey...thats so fun...and I am so evil :twisted: well see ya later!
:lol: man last night was one of the most hilarious psycho nights I have ever had...listen to this shit cuz you won't believe it...ok I got home from school feeling like usual until Bob leaps into my house laughing and smiling....well we chill out here for a while and then he says he is going to go talk to Cara for a while at her house and such so I said bye and thought it was over there....but no....Jon and Ken (my brothers) get here and we chill for a bit until Bob busts back into the house with Cara and I am thinking what the hell?! is my house turning into the funny farm? anyway we were just chilling and such when I find out that Bob actually got my brother to go rolling with us....now if you know my brother then you would know how crazy this sounds but hey it happened I was there...for all who don't know my brother is a guy who has almost never even cussed in his life well maybe the devil broke into his heart last night hehehe :twisted: well we started out to go rollin after a while and then it went nuts....everything was just plain psycho...we go to our first victim...not gonna say who...and we were just about to start when the next house over started flashing lights in our direction....we take outta there and try our next victim....we get there and we pull down the road a while to turn around and right when we get to the stopping point to turn around then Cara points and says,"OH MY GOD THERE IS SOMEONE WITH A GUN COMING OUT OF THAT HOUSE!" I don't believe it until I see the shadowy figure of a guy walking down the steps and there is a shotgun on his shoulder and he is smokin a cigarette...I could just imagine the terminator theme music playing whenever it shows arnorld...bum bum, bum bum BUM!!! we were freakin out and we just took off and he walked out into the street just to scare the living shit out of every last one of us in this shindig....well then we started coming home when we saw Jared and Megan and someone else at L&L and we were laughing our heads off because it would seem the terminator saved our lives...then we got home and Cara wanted to hear a story so my dad told her about the 500lb killer orange....this story is hilarious...ok he knew this 15 year old man who did every drug known to this world all the time....well dad had smoked pot before and it didnt mess him up any so they gave him a joint to smoke to see if it would mess him up....at the time he didnt know it was laced with opium so when he smoked this thing it really screwed him up...lol he was seeing paisly goldfish the size of vehicles flying around and right when they were getting near the house my dad saw it....a huge 500lb. killer orange from hell with teeth that could skewer him easily....then the oranges cohorts chase after him and he is running for his dear life and his friends are just staring at him...thus the story of the 500lb orange its much mroe funny if you are there for the story though. well this is like the longest blog ever so I will get it done now and comment as much as you want because this is some crazy shit!!! lol later
